..sit..turn on my lapie..push down the keyboard..this mind and feeling lead me..

~ The day is 6 hours earlier than my day ~ January 10, 2009

Filed under: ..Message From Life.. — adiwenatb @ 9:37 am

My day drastically change, when people wake up it’s my time to sleep.. “what a strange life!!” In a general way, people feel so excited with the activity under the sunshine..under the noisess. But now i find something, in the dark sky.. quite night, something that someday will harder to reach. I call it “A simple life” it gives a lot of thankfulnes, just like use horse glasses.. everything is pointed to the same end.. the almighty one. Eventhough, now i am on my way to get the 6 hours back so that the day and my day begin in the same start again.. i realise that it’s my time to get out from my lovely own world and face all that noisess..and sunshine with the expectation “i’ll find another simple life there”.


~ We Are Just A Medium In Undefind Time ~ December 17, 2008

Filed under: ..Message From Life.. — adiwenatb @ 11:18 am

Freshly, i’ve read tante etak’s blog.(hoho actually he came to be called mbak etak.. but i feel closer with “tante” as her title). After i read her posting, a posting “Semoga Cukup Hari Ini” remember me a moment when i was in Jakarta a couple week ago. Ya.. sometimes we dont realise that we are a “medium”… a medium for everything around us who are choosen by Allah… and we are as a medium who are also choosen by Allah.

That moment happened after i went to soekarno-hatta airport to say goodbye with mamah Bul2 as i told on my last posting. Me and mamah ndut toke Damri from airport to gambir, i had to buy a morning train ticket for the next day destination “Yogyakarta”… hmm actually we were wondering that the reservation was still open because it was too late..whereas we were still on the way there. In Damri.. we were not sitting  side by side.. mamah ndut was sitting with an old women and i was sitting with a young man hohohoho just kidding that wasnt a big thing. Yup.. suddenly mamah ndut told me that the old woman beside her would go to purwokerto as soon as possible but she hadn’t bought a train ticket, then i had a short conversation with that old woman just to make sure bout her planning.. hehehe sometimes i got trouble to understand her dialect.. ya she came from palembang. From the conversation.. we knew that she came from palembang by her self..just bought a small handbag..unfamiliar about jakarta even about train schedule to purwokerto..went to purwokerto for her child who was place for staied that night if she didnt get ticket. Sometimes  i heard that someone called her and lead her about what she should do. In my mind.. i was disappointed “how come her family let her go alone.. palembang-purwokerto are not a short route”.

Finaly we arrived in Gambir.. i had just forgotten my plan to buy ticket in Senen station (as i knew that my train’s ticket just available there), we were in hurry to reach schedule board and reservation to look for jakarta-purwokerto route.. Hmm thanx God, there was a schedule for that route with the proper price with her budget whereas from the schedule board the price was overbudget for her (how come  the price was different in reservation??hehehe maybe i was loss of sight)..Yup finally,this old woman didnt need to stay somewhere that night. After we made sure about her.. we planned to go home, but i saw the reservation still open.. i was attracked to ask about my train for tomorrow… howahahaha yipppie…the ticket was available there. Yup we went home with satisfy feeling. Thanx God..

Yup something that i want to share with all of you is.. sometimes as a human we dont wanna be burden by someone else because we suppose that we cant help  (honestly.. i was people like this) but sometimes just doing something with the flow will invite a lot of miracle.. We are just a medium in undefind time.