..sit..turn on my lapie..push down the keyboard..this mind and feeling lead me..

~ Hmm I Really Do Love Talk-Head-Off ~ March 8, 2009

Filed under: Uncategorized — adiwenatb @ 6:50 pm

chit chat

chit chat

I think i’m not a good speaker in some situation like forum or somethin like that. I also not a good listener, but i always unintentionally hear a lot of things… hehehe how poor me :(.Hahaha dont know why suddenly i wrote the sentence before. Actually..My weekend conversation was a trigger for me to realize that i really do love have a chit chat. It make me come back to the past…

When i was in elementary, i wasnt noisy child in class.. so i’m not sure that i had interest in chit chat

When i was in junior high school, i also wasnt noisy child in class..but i started to have a long conversation through the phone..hahaha the phone billing was scarry me..

When i was in senior high school, again n again i wasnt noisy child in class..heheeh but i had a lot of quiet conversation with my friend in class (start to break the rule behind the teacher)…but i am really2 a phone addict..hahaha horrible addict.. (1 hour..2 hour..3 hour…)

When i was in university, hahaha still the same person like before. In early semester just through long conversation with my close friend in home..other comfort place for chit chat. Then in last semester i was a quite phone addict.. hahaha but not as horrible as in my senior high school.. just infrequently call but so long conversation (talk-head-off… more than 5 hours conversation was my record). My final project share time with my advisor was also chit chat time about something out of my FP which is so interesting.. hohoho i miss my advisor (mami Titiek).

The summary is.. i am so quiet person… BUT dont SIT beside or close to me!! You can find my self as an addict…hahaha… happy conversation…happy chatting…happy sharing…without coffee and smoke please!! ūüôā


~ Nothing Without You ~ February 6, 2009

Filed under: ..Sound of Nothing.. — adiwenatb @ 8:21 pm

i am nothing..

i just lay on You

beneath the rain

beneath the sun

beneath the dark

look around

as a linchpin

mumbling in a silence

“i want to but…”

“i dont want to but…”

You can finish this mumbling

just You..

wish You read this..

i will always waitting for You


~ Yippie I am 23 ~ January 29, 2009

Filed under: ..Speak Up.. — adiwenatb @ 1:29 pm

Yippiee… now¬† i am 23!! Am i good enough now?? Hmm.. i hope so… i always hope that i will b270120090051ecome a better person… even now =p. Thanx to Allah who have been giving a lot of media to remind me, shalat!! read the holly quran!! read tafsir!! doing dzikir (wondering how much fault that we’ve done). Istiqomah on His way…”nothing is impossible”, i’tibar on every incident.. “there are no accident”.

I am so satisfied with His destiny for me in 23 in order to improve my everything. There are no excuse to complain (hehehe horay i am going steady). A lot of things happened to me and a lot of things became chapter of a lesson, there are no pleonastic things.

GOD never burdens a soul beyond its means: to its credit is what it earns, and against it is what it commits. “Our Lord, do not condemn us if we forget or make mistakes.¬† Our Lord, and protect us from blaspheming against You, like those before us have done. Our Lord, protect us from sinning until it becomes too late for us to repent.¬† Pardon us and forgive us. You are our Lord and Master. Grant us victory over the disbelieving people.” [2:286]

Special thanx to my lovely people who gave me some great pray-message on that night.. huhuhuhu you made me so touchy.. all of you really know what i endeavor for, and also for ridiculous way to leave a strange package outside =p.. Hmm i really2 do love you so much. Thank you =).


~ Jason Mraz :: Lucky ~ January 17, 2009

Filed under: ..Lyric.. — adiwenatb @ 9:57 am

Do you hear me,
Talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I’m trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don’t know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Everytime we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I’ll wait for you I promise you, I will

Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

And so I’m sailing through the sea
To an island where we’ll meet
You’ll hear the music fill the air
I’ll put a flower in your hair

Though the breezes through trees
Move so pretty you’re all I see
As the world keeps spinning round
You hold me right here right now

Lucky I’m in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Lucky we’re in love in every way
Lucky to have stayed where we have stayed
Lucky to be coming home someday

Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh
Ooooh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh


~ The day is 6 hours earlier than my day ~ January 10, 2009

Filed under: ..Message From Life.. — adiwenatb @ 9:37 am

My day drastically change, when people wake up it’s my time to sleep.. “what a strange life!!” In a general way, people feel so excited with the activity under the sunshine..under the noisess. But now i find something, in the dark sky.. quite night, something that someday will harder to reach. I call it “A simple life” it gives a lot of thankfulnes, just like use horse glasses.. everything is pointed to the same end.. the almighty one. Eventhough, now i am on my way to get the 6 hours back so that the day and my day begin in the same start again.. i realise that it’s my time to get out from my lovely own world and face all that noisess..and sunshine with the expectation “i’ll find another simple life there”.


~ Tobacco Hazards Prevention Act ~ January 4, 2009

Filed under: ..Speak Up.. — adiwenatb @ 9:32 am

tobaco hazard

As usual… today i checked my e-mail inbox. Hehehe… cliked the browser and then type,, ya… that ‘s my habitual activity when connect internet meanwhile my messenger automatically login. Actually, these email has its classification.. for fun or for the important case.

AIA NTUST-Taiwan is one of association which still send me recent information about any policy or something “happening” there to my e-mail altough i havent had any business with this university since a couple month ago. For today, i got interesting subject in my inbox from AIA… “Banned Smoking”, a warning for the smoker… apply in all work place and public place. I realy appreciate this kind of policy there, it means that goverment begins to concern about public interest. I dont know yet whether in Indonesia that kind of policy has already been published. .. but today i read in newspaper that MUI will publish instruction (fatwa red.) whether¬† smoke¬† is halal or haram. Wew beware!!


~ A New Year 1430 H/2009 greetings for God ~ December 31, 2008

Filed under: ..Speak Up.. — adiwenatb @ 8:39 pm

Dear God,

It’s a new year, several hours ago were year end. The ending and the beginning of something are so close with personal contemplation, because of that i am sure why these terminology (ending/beginning red.) are exist and have a deep meaning in common. Also for year end and new year, i reach that you sign me a lot of things… “year end” sign me that you’ve given me a strong foundation to move… “new year” sign me that you’ll give me a lot of chance. If i play again my last year video of life… i was nothing without you God… thank you so much you’ve accompanied me with unbeatable faith inside. I wish that i’ve given my best, i’ve showed¬† you a lot of improvement… then now you smile on me ~..yipppiiiiieeee!!!~. This year… a new year, i promise to you that i’ll show you that last year will really2 become a great foundation for my next step… i’ll show you the better one God.. and i’ll make u give me a big2 smile for the ending. You know God, i am so happy with my package of life… dont let me lost all of them. I look forward to getting¬† miracle message “impossible is impossible” from you soon.

Finally.. i wanna say.. Happy New Year 2009 for u God and for all people that always have unbeatable faith of you.

with unbeatable faith,

~ ME~